ppl really can't make their minds up

ok so i went to my college today
to do some enrollment thing
for those of you who don't know its when you have to give in ur grades and they'll accept you in the college depending if you got the grade or not and if do pass then they'll sign you up, give u an I.D card and shit.
so thats what i had to do today

my journey was long and tiring
well i woke up too early but i had to go there early anyway
had to walk to the train station, then after i arrived to my destination i walked with my mum to the college but we done some shopping and had a snack considering we had alot of time left
and we definitely did coz when we arrived there (after getting lost and having to ask directions) there were still 2 hours til my interview but when i got there, i was allowed to have my interview early so we done all the necessary crap and we were out

i was tired and so was my mum, and i didn't feel quite in position yet coz theres loads of paperwork to do to get discounts for my travel and that
so i relaxed in my room til i got called down and turns out they wanted to talk about my college
it was too far and its too much money to get there
so they wanted me to go to another college
now we went through this before but i still want to go to reading considering i've been planning to do so for months now and on the day i've already applied and got my student pass, they want me to go to another fucking college!
if it wasn't for my fucking big mouthed brother saying it would be cheaper to go to his crappy college then we wouldn't be in this fucking situation!
seriously, not one person in my family is happy with where i'm going for college, i can't do my ideal course and i can't go to the ideal college.
even my asshole father is moaning about it like a bitch but that faggot moans about everything so why care on what hes saying
so yeah, this following day they want to go and try to change my mind but fuck them
its either my college or no college
if their gonna bitch about my education or what i wanna do in my life, i might aswell do nothing
i don't say much about what they do so why get involved in mine
fucking screwed up family i have
i got a dad that bitches like a fucking bastard
2 retarded bros who think they know whats good
and a mum that can't make her mind up
i wish i was living it up somewhere where i could get away from this and leave god damn hell hold
fuck! just let me live my life, i don't see why they have to bitch about everything i do
espicially that faggot father, hes angry and being a bitch
like when i'm doing something he once told me to do like focus on education, excercise and that, he fucking complains
i wish he'd fucking die already
the more older they get, the more annoying and moany they get
in fact, just wish they all burn in hell
i ain't associating with any of them coz i don't see them as family
they're fucking control freaks and they ain't fucking telling me what to do
for once, i'm doing something good for them
but now they're making excuses like, 'oohh money, this and all that crap'
wait for the fucking discounts i'll get and stop moaning
i'll get a job and shit, just fucking let me do what i wanna do

sorry
just had to let the anger out
came out of nowhere lol
sorry kids XD

anywayz, yes i have issues lol
but who cares, everyone has issues (KORN!!!)

later bumfucks