alot on my mind

3 blogs in a day, sorry, as it says on the title, i do have alot of things on my mind. I noticed that alot of ppl from my old school don't seem to talk as much as they used to. I blame the whole college thing coz of course it makes us tired, moody, etc. Its stressful! And whenever you wanna hang out, its like, 'oh no i got this h/w to do' its annoying but you have to get used to it coz thats whats its gonna be like for the next couple of years and who knows, a job might pop up out of nowhere and they'll be doing their thing and poof! Bye bye old friend.

I know i'm overexaggerating but i think it would be what most friends would think if they feel out of touch with their friends. I miss having a friend to talk to about my day, i miss the laughs, the randomness! EVERYTHING! i miss them alot but i guess they're too busy to care.

Anywayz, moving from all the sappyness...
going on holiday in december to philippines, we would've gone at august but we didn't have enough money and i was about to start college so it was a bad time and i have no half-term in college, maybe a christmas holiday but the college dunno when that is. Also, my bro's gf is coming with us so thats new and probably bit of a surprise for most ppl to see, they'll be giving their blessings and shiz lol i can predict what they'll do coz its so obvious. But yeh, its gonna be weird coz i still haven't gotten used to my bro's gf yet and we actually haven't spoken properly yet so travelling together and going on holiday together will be bit of a nag.
So yeh i'll try to save up my money to buy stuff for friends and for my needs =P
i'm not doing a good job saving up money coz i only get £8 a day, take over £2.85 for my train ticket then to buy extra food coz my mum doesn't give me much for lunch and the fucking food at reading is expensive, no wonder they look like such a rich place!
but yeh i'll try to save up money, hopefully for a new fone, an amp, guitar tuner and maybe a new mp3 player coz i still got the crappy 256 mb mp3 player (with new headfones but whats the point when all headphones i get don't last long) i got from my mum at christmas ¬_¬

so thats all i need, nothing fancy, big or too expensive, just necessary ordinary goods =D
also i'm interested in getting a new webcam. I already have one and its awesome but i'm really interested in this one...



Overview
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logitech sphere mp, best webcam there is right now, but fucking expensive!
i checked on ebay and it was selling it for £75 or £85!!!! and mine was only £13 lol

fucking madness but one day if i get a job and get the money or just save up, who knows, i might end up with one?! and by the time i end up with one they'll be another new better cam.

Speaking of cams, i wanna get a digital camera aswell. They're expensive aswell but my friend got one from asda for like £30 and its good quality so who knows, i might get one there but i never go to asda much and haven't been there in centuries! i dunno if it is still selling there but by the time i finaly go there it'll probs won't be there! Very confusing..

but yeh, the future awaits =]
thats all from my wish list.
Time for bed (for me =D)