college

well i started yesterday, first of all my mum came with me to check if i knew my way and shit and was reliable to take the train by myself coz i usually don't tbh but i got the hang of it but its a nag trying to get the times and stuff even though i have a timetable for the train, it gets confusing when i'm actually at the train station on those time thingys i look at the wrong fricking platform!

So yeah, yesterday wasn't that bad, when i arrived i was still early and it was sooo fricking awkward being around these ppl that i was gonna be in class with for the next year or so! But i got 3 ppl from my old school in my class which is ok but their not exactly ppl i hang out with or talk to often so its crap basically. Basically, from the looks of it, i don't think theres anyone i can get along with in my class, they're all too different, some are shy, some act gangsta and some are just normal...in a way...!? I can't say at the moment, if i like them or not judging from 2 days but we'll see what happens...

I had a short day, 9-2pm. It felt coz of the long breaks and shit lol Which i had to spend mainly alone but on my 2nd day i talked to this dude who i think had a mental disability but he was pretty normal, he saw i was reading manga and go intrested but when i talked to him he was obsessed with hurting ppl and ways to do it, it freaked me out and our conversations never really clicked so it was weird. But i was glad i talked to someone and made a friend at least but as soon as my bandmate ramz came along he left without saying goodbye so that was very weird.

All in all, i don't think i'm exactly fitting in yet with college, i know its only 2 days but judging from my class and ppl around me, its hard to actually associate with some a big society. Its sad to be alone at times and right now i'm not happy with my bandmate. I've fucking wasted over £2 calling and texting him to try to meet up after class and that to hang out and my mum just topped up £10 for me yesterday and now i got £6 coz of him! and he doesn't at least say sorry or pay back. So fuck it. Can't be bothered on him. I rather be by myself now than to hang out with him. My class today ended at 12 and his was gonna start at 1:45 so we talked for like 40 mins and i waited, i went to the guitar shops and walked all the way back to the college and called him countless of times and it was already 3pm but i got fed up and walked back and headed to the train station which i shoulda done 3 hours ago coz now it was 4pm when i waited at the platform, soo hungry aswell, i didn't have enough money coz i had to give some to my bro so i bought some chicken nuggets in burger king and a small drink which didn't help much for my walk back home but i bought a pepsi and 2 sweets at my local shop so all was good i guess.

But my legs hurt all the time i have to walk up this fricking hill on my way back! So annoying. Anywayz, i'm tired as hell, i actually had a chance to sleep for a few hours today but due to noise outside, i don't think it was much of a sleep. I think its good for me to walk and get excercise but very tiring but thankfully i got 3 days of college next week, tuesday is a full day which is 9-4:30pm! coz of a activity day. So this weekend i wanna get as much sleep as possible and relax my legs for another week of college...

goodbye lazy life,
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p.s.
ooo i fotgot to mention!
once i was at hmv (music store)
they had a huuuuuuuuuuge collection of metal cds and i even saw 2 blindside cds; solid state for £10 and A Thought Crushed Mind for £13
but apparently all my money is gone. I'm only getting £6 a day for my pocket money and i spend £2.85 on my train so i'm not left with much so its gonna take awhile before i can actually get onto buying stuff. And i'm still saving up to buy my friend's old fone for £30 which is a samsung z140

• 3G video calling, video & music streaming and downloads
• Rotating VGA camera (640 x 480 pixels) with 2x digital zoom and photo effects
• Video recorder (MPEG4 format)
• Video player (RealOne, MPEG4, 3gp formats)
• Integrated handsfree speaker
• Internal display: TFT, 176 x 220 pixels, 262,144 colours
• External display: TFT, 96 x 96 pixels, 65,537 colours
• Music player (MP3, AAC, AAC+ formats) with digital power amp
• 64 voice polyphonic ringtones / MP3 ringtones
• Messaging: SMS (with learning T9), EMS, MMS, E-Mail (POP3, IMAP, SMTP), vCard / vCalendar
• Java games with 3D graphics accelerator chip
• Wallpaper and screensaver (including Flash animated wallpaper)
• Phonebook (1000 entries)
• Calendar, Scheduler, To do list, Clock / Worldtime, Alarm (snooze/once/daily/weekly), Currency converter, Calculator, Memo book
• Memory: 50 Mbytes
• Connectivity: Bluetooth®, USB, IrDa, Sync ML
• WAP 2.0, GPRS class 10
• Triband plus 3G (UMTS)
• Size: 88 x 48 x 26 mm
• Weight: 105g
• Talktime: 2.5 hours(3G) - 4 hours (2G)
• Battery standby: 220 hours (3G) - 300 hours (2G)

pretty good, ey?

waaaaaaaay better than the one i'm using (for now) its my dad's old fone

sony ericsson t610

• Colour display (65,536 colours, 128 x 160 pixels)
• Integrated camera
• Bluetooth™, infrared and RS232 cable connectivity
• Multimedia Messaging Service (MMS) - send pictures and sound like text messages
• Downloadable 32-voice polyphonic & mono ringtones, plus ringtone editor (MusicDJ™) for creating polyphonic ringtones
• Downloadable Java games and Mophun games.
• WAP 2.0 (GPRS), email
• High Speed Data (HSCSD - up to 28.8 kbps)
• Speed dialling & voice dialling
• Predictive text (T9)
• Mobile chat
• Voice memo / recorder
• Picture phone book
• Exchangeable covers
• Wallpaper, screensaver and themes - all downloadable
• Calculator, calendar, alarm
• Sync ML
• Internet key and Joystick
• Memory: 2 Mbytes (for use with images, screensavers and sounds)
• iSync synchronisation of calendar and contact information with Apple computers
• Synchronisation with PC
• Size: 102 x 44 x 19 mm
• Weight: 95g
• Battery standby: 315 hours
• Battery talktime: 11 hours
• Vibration alert
• Tri band (GSM 1900, 1800 and 900)

¬_¬

so yeh, i'm tired
this blog is done
bye bye!
shoo shoo!