the pain of waiting

after a long tiring day of college, i slept early and had a good sleep but it wasn't gonna last long...

my friend, elwyne called me at 7am asking if i was gonna go to college today! i had a day off which i told him yesterday (he even looked at my schedule!) i felt bad for him though coz i'd be like that if i had nothing to before my class started but i'm going to college tomorrow and he planned for us to hang out before our class started and i thought it would be a good time to give his manga back aswell even though i haven't finished reading most of em but right now i'm tryna to message him on msn to ask if i could borrow some of his manga but he might be playing games or watching anime like always so i might text him after i have a shower. And also my mum waking me an hour after my friend called trying to use the comp to check my bros email to see this loan thing and i couldn't sleep at all! it was going on til half 9 so i decided to go downstairs and make myself some pasta lol and she finally finished at 10! i'm not gonna get much sleep at this rate lol

Next is my slow computer! i resetted it again! coz it was being all weird and i had to wait 2 days to update it back to normal again. I got my msn, yahoo, aol, firefox, internet explorer beta, windows media player beta 2, limewire pro, adobe premier 6.5, ares, my webcam working. Right now i'm trying to download microsoft office software which is easy to find but a nag to download coz each one i download says it not in my service pack so i might have to keep updating my windows or microsoft thingy to download it. I'm not sure what to do to get it but i'm just doing whatever right now. I need microsoft word and that for college for like assignments and homework so i'm trying desparately to get it. If you're wondering, it wasn't on my comp when i first got it or reset it. So thats why i'm trying to download it. I could buy a cd or something if there was one but i can't be bothered on that shit.

Another thing i'm downloading at the moment is photoshop elements 4 which turned out to be 30-day-trial thing instead of the actual software! and i don't use photoshop regualary so it'll probably be a waste of time! i got photoshop 7 downloading on limewire but its taking ages but the reason why i'm downloading elements is that you can make gifs and that. 27% of elements is still downloading and i still got over an hour for it to finish and i need to sleep early for tomorrow coz i gotta wake up at 5:30am, catch the 7:02am train just to meet with my friend elwyne! The things i do lol

So its very stressful at the moment, hopefully a shower can relax my mind and the wonderful tunes of nirvana, the offspring and p.o.d can relax my mind and i gotta sort out my mp3 player for when i'm listening on my journies =P

better get to it
later chums

oh and almost forgot, i'm leaving my comp tomorrow morn for my mum to book a flight for our holiday in december. lol its gonna be weird coz my mum don't usually like me leaving my comp on and i think i might have to log off on my msn, yahoo and aol incase she might talk to my friends lol and it'll be more easier for her lol besides on the weekend, when she was using my comp, she heard one of those sounds when ppl sign in on aol, one of my contacts had 'she bangs' by ricky martin and she just looked at me like 'wtf!' lol

better sign out on all of that then lol