still trying to awake from its shell

wow i'm actually bothered to do a blog after being so tired from yesterday and today
i don't wanna type in full details so just looky here on my new livejournal account and you'll get the jist of it or however you spell that

http://vivalaanne666.livejournal.com/

next, i wanna talk about friday.
Different from all the other days from college coz it was actually pretty kool. I didn't have class til 10.30am but me, ramz and elwyne thought it would be good to just hang out early while we're ahead, so i woke up at 7am (different from my usual 6am wake up call when my classes are at 9am) i took the 8.32am train and arrived at reading before 9am and met ramz at the usually place in burger king. He was doing some art and i had to finish the manga i was reading for elwyne but he just never stopped talking so i didn't finish in time even though elwyne was late and arrived at 9.20 something. We decided to go to mcdonalds and use the vouchers i provided them but i realized it was for lunch meals only and it was still morning so they'd serve the breakfast meals but we went anyway and elwyne knew where it was but while we were on our way i saw a big M logo which was obviously was mcdonalds and i pointed it out to elwyne asking if thats the mcdonalds we're going to and he said 'no, i didn't know that was there' lol typical
so while we were on our way, not long left to go, the M logo getting bigger and bigger, something caught ramz and elwyne's eye and it was none other than one of the best stores you could ever find! They had a huuuuuuuge selection of manga, cheap also. Toys from games and models, rpg board games, posters, accessories and such, it was awesome! 2 Floors of kickass stuff. And this shop will be kept to us and only us coz it is too kool for you. I might even buy a poster there if i have the money.
But yeh anywayz, ramz was wasting time trying to find some 20 sided dice for dungeons and dragons and we spent like 10 or so minutes finding it but didn't end up buying it til we finished in mcdonalds and i think coz of that was the reason i got late but even if i was late, i woulda ended up being late in the first place coz i had trouble finding my class lol well me and elwyne did lol but yeh moving back a notch, in mcdonalds was fun, i bought a pancakes and burger meal with a cappacino which looked much better than any cappacino i've ever seen, even costa couldn't top it but yeh the meal was great, it was nice just being there with them 2 talking about stuff and ppl around us thinking we're complete idiots (its the best feeling ever) lmao

so yeh, i dunno if we'll be doing that every morning coz we had alot of time to ourselves that day and i think friday is the only day we can do it coz most of my classes start at 9 and i get the train at 7.32 and arrive before 8, elwyne gets a more earlier train at 7.05 and arrives at 7.15 while gay boy ramz takes a fast train at 8.05 and arrives at 8.15. After that happens we just walk to college and if we're lucky enough to have spare time in our hands, we chill at the cafe or whatever. So yeh, depends if me and elwyne should still wait for ramz or not. But hell, won't be the same with that gay boy around, if hes late we'll leave his ass, seems fair, right? lol anywayz, i finished reading the manga for elwyne during one of my breaks and gave it to him after one of my classes then ended up using one of my vouchers (2 mcchicken sandwiches for £1.94! sweet) then bought a bottle of pepsi and was out.


moving on from another subject, i need some love lol
ever since college, i was hoping i could meet someone, and so far i've just seen some cute faces but thats all. It'd make my life so much brighter and meaningful if there was someone that'd be there with me and just y'know...well you get the idea lol but i just want someone and i'm being like ramsey in this lol but not that desparate lol i hope i find that someone though, i really do......