updates

well 4 days to go til college
still nervous =[
but i'll have to face it! even though i'll be shitting myself being nervous! lol
my mum is coming with me (yes i know what you're thinking, oooo what a baby! lol) but no, shes coming coz shes sorting that ema thing (and for those of you who don't know, its this thing where you get money for going to college and you can get up to £30 a week and also sorting out the discount for the train so neh.
Also it would be good to have my mum there for my first day in college lmao!
but yeah anywayz...

i didn't go to that cinema thing that i mentioned in my last blog
coz it was cancelled and my friend tried to reschedule it but i didn't bother going coz my mum didn't let me and i didn't feel like going.

next, that psycho bitch has stopped harassing me lol so be gone with her

um...my fringe! there is more hair on it and its covering my eye!
my mum says i look like a pirate lol and she thinks something might be wrong with my eye or i'm trying to hide something lol
but my hair looks better than before now, just gets annoying coz i can't see properly and i have to do that swave they do in shampoo adverts ¬_¬
and it feels weird in public coz i might be called a *breathes* emo!
wahhhhhhh! lol
but yeh, gonna have to see what happens, who likes it or not. I got 2 friends that like it so far so thats a plus =D

next, my friend's stupid tuner that he let me borrow! it was nice of him to lend it to me to borrow for god knows how long and it worked the first time but then my guitar started to get a bit out of tune again so i tried using the tuner again and when i tuned it, it became 10 times as worse as before!!!!! so after days of trying to fix the tuner to help tune my guitar back to life! i gave up and used the easy way of doing it my ear which took awhile but its getting there so thats a start lol

um... manga! I finished all of a.i. love you and i just started reading love hina which isn't as good as a.i. love you but its still kool. I got 12 more volumes (includes this manga called samurai champloo) to read in 4 days time to bring it back! lol such torture! and its not easy to carry i can tell ya that!

next...bands. I like element eighty at the moment, for those of you who are quite familiar with the band, their song 'broken promises' was in need for speed underground (mighty good games i must add, plus i'm not very fond of racing games but i dig it coz of the soundtrack lol)
breaking benjamin's new album rulez! songs i like are 'breath', 'you fight me', 'dairy of jane' and 'dance with the devil'.

games...now i don't usually talk about games or play them coz i don't own a ps2, x-box 360, gameboy, etc. i used to but that was long gone now, but after watching this show on tv called rapture tv which shows games releases and anime eps (sooo kool i know) i saw this awesome game called Dead Rising and its easy to tell coz i'm a big fan of zombie movies and such so i'm addicted and soooo want to play that game so i'm hoping to find someone with an x-box 360 and force them to get it and play it! it'll be the best.



next topic (sorry alot of topics i needed to get out after losing my internet for 2 days)
after browsing around music channels (during the time my internet was busted) i turned to this music channel called r music tv (i think thats what it was called)
and to my surprise, Skillet came up! (which are one of my fave bands!)
then 2 relient k songs!
now i know you may think i'm making a big fuss but they don't usually play that on the music channels i go on, theres like 3 music channels that play rock, 1 is mtv2 that plays indie and emo, kerrang! which plays a popular variety (even fucking rap music) and scuzz which plays metal non stop and punk but r music tv is the best coz it plays underground but only for like 2 hours until it goes onto other random artists.
so thats a new discovery and i'll be watching it alot =D
only when the rock sections comes up lol

also i'm getting a bit annoyed with some ppl on msn
i msg them and they can't be bothered to chat or say more than one word
whats the point of going on something so you can chat to ppl and don't say shit
fuck them! can't be bothered now

i think thats all
other than weird but nice sexual dreams lol
don't blame me, blame the person in charge of dreams!
its exactly 3:30am
i'm pretty used to this hour coz its the only time i can sleep lol
so yeah anywayz, i need to go post a bulletin on myspace
see ya guys
laterz

also for those who got aim, msn, yahoo, googletalk, plz tell me and i'll add ya XD
thanx
bye byeee