my day with lisa

today was actually pretty good
despite the fact we didn't do much it was alrite, its nice to be out with someone than staying at home doing nothing.
and if u wanna know if the person i liked came...?

didn't come after all =[
coz she had to work at her dad's pub

in a way i was relieved coz i wouldn't have to feel nervous but the bad side was not meeting her.

but later on, i actually did wanna meet her. i asked lisa if we could go to the pub but she said she didn't know exactly where it was.

but yeh i'll talk about the day

i was late on getting there to start off with coz i went to the shop to buy chewing gum then the walk itself was longer than i expected, i woulda brought my skateboard but i couldn't see coz of my hair so i arrived about 10 mins late which was ok with her coz she said she wasn't properly ready and i also had problems remembering the house number lol even though she told me it when i called her before i was gonna go.
but i was lucky enough to find it and she has that double door see through thingy and i saw the envelop there and it had the surname of her so i was like, 'this is defo it!' lol

and it was weird coming in coz i haven't been to her house in probs about 3 or 4 years. and the dog didn't hump me this time like the last time i went there so that was good lol

we went upstairs for awhile, was on the comp and shit and i was watching tv then her mum came in and gave us muffins =P and she knew about the dude liking me coz she heard us through audio! lol now a mum knows a secret lol

so after that, lisa wanted to go out and i wanted to see the cadets thing she goes to and its waaay small! but it is britwell so what more to expect lol

then after, we checked out the fun fair which didn't look bad, the only thing that caught my eye was the spinny cartwheel thingy. that was kool. =P

after that, we went to the shops, got some snacks, went back to the hill and talked and stuff. lisa told me about louise telling her i was bi which actually made me a bit angry coz louise was the first person i told and i actually trusted her at the time and she went off telling someone else and she actually thought i fancied her!
like i would fancy a fucking mouse!

so that goes to show, you can't trust anyone. and i will never put my fucking trust in her again. god knows who else she told!

but lisa told me something even more sickening about louise so i guess that makes it fair haha!

but yeh after our lil talk, we went to the playground and when we finally got there we didn't know what to do so we just went back to hers lol then went back on the comp, fooled around and she had to have dinner at 5.30 and we left there 5 mins before 5pm and walked together while we were walking her dog, bob.

and when we came to our final destination. the day came to end and it was over

well at least i thought it was when i was talking with emma online and when she found out i was from britwell (i actually thought she knew before lol) she wanted me to come with her to the fair and i was like, 'O_O!'

so heres another chance

buut wasn't even sure it was gonna happen

and it didn't

becuuuz lisa couldn't come coz of no money and she had to drop off a friend annnd probs wanted us 2 to go by ourselves anyway lol

and i couldn't go coz i had no money, mum and dad wouldn't lend me money, my dad and bro said it would be dangerous and coz i was back to my nervous stage lol

and she really wanted me to go with her which made me feel even more bad =[

but i didn't end up going and nor did she, she went to cadets instead like she was supposed to lol but yeh, sux really

3 missed opportunities to meet the person i really liked in one day

bad luck? *sigh* mebbe