she finally knows

in the way i was least expecting it lol
i was telling my friend how much i really like her and she was asking me to tell her but i was like, 'nah i can't, don't have the guts' then she was like ok, shall i like talk to her about stuff and then go onto the subject on what she thinks of you and go on from there

and i saw no problem in that

until she actually told her!

i told her she didn't have to go that far but it was too late and she knows

and its probably the worstest thing now

coz she doesn't know how to react, she didn't know what to say and stuff so that was one disaster already happening.

shes probs gotten over it now, coz shes off on myspace and doing whatever. my friend said she needs time to think about it and that but i think she isn't that bothered anymore

so it was all a waste of my time i guess

and i feel a whole lot down now

just really really reeally down

like the person finally knows u like them but it doesn't matter

i dunno what to do now

i can't forget about it coz its still eating me up inside

and the more she doesn't seem bothered about it, the more i feel like i don't like her anymore

this sux