i'll tell you the full reason why i'm up later but first i must tell you the crazy events that i've encountered today lol
friday was a disaster as i mentioned on the last blog, but then friday night was even more chaos!
seriously, drunk fags everywhere, first drunk emos, then chavs surrounded the outside of my house and then my mum asked me to go shopping for her to get some foood and in a way i coulda said no but i had nothing better to do so i was like, 'yeh sure' nothing bad could happen, heh? lol
well nothing bad happened, just the fact of being surrounded by drunks is a nightmare for me lol
i seriously hate being around drunk ppl
and even when i get drunk, i hate myself for it coz my friends might think i'm a total pisshead lol but seriously, tbh i can't handle my drink so i'm just out of it in a flash lol
but anywayz, moving on from that, it was fucking armageddon outside! you wouldn't believe the things i saw, fucking 40 yr olds where checkin these teenagers, ppl hanging from street lights, standing in the middle of the road, i even saw one chick outside my house passed out on the road!
i dunno what was up last nite but that was pretty fucked up lol
and it was a nag tryna get to sleep, i even left my tv on just to block out the noise which helped but kept waking me up which is due to making me sleep late.
i woke up at half 9am and went on the comp for awhile, got bored, watched tv, got bored even more so i went back to sleep =]
and as always, theres distractions, lil kids outside and my mum hoovering but lucky for me i had my mp3 player to block out the noise =D but after my mum finished hoovering i just couldn't sleep anymore lol so i woke up, had a shower and i'm alive!
then my mum asked me to go shopping with her and i had nothing better to do so might aswell (without the drunks this time =P)
we first went to kfc, got a 14pc. bucket and had to go back home coz we didn't want the food to get cold and even if we left til last it would be a nag bringing it back so we drove back home, ate our grub and then my bro asks if we could drop him off at slough so we waited for 20 mins or so for them to get ready, we went, dropped them off and blah then went straight to sainsbury's (still woulda been easier to go to tesco's though ¬_¬)
when we arrived and my mum parked, there was no other decent spot, well there was but my mum likes parking at the nearest point possible coz shes too lazy to walk far from the shop lol and the place she parked at was a mother and child space and she said i had to make baby noises and cry lol then i suggested getting the big trolley with the chair so i can sit on it lol (aww i miss those, they were uncomfortable but so nice lol)
but yeh, we done our shopping til my ma wanted to buy some snacks...at LIDLS! mrrr ¬_¬
and it took fricking ages just to get water for our water thingy (you get them at offices and that)
and some snacks but the cue was long apparently then we forget to get plasters for my bro coz of his nails (such a wuss lol) so my mum had to go back then i waited another 10 mins singing to good charlotte lol and she only got medicine for our holiday incase any of us get sick but she didn't get the plasters lol
...coz she couldn't find any ¬_¬
but shes planning on going to slough for another shopping next week so i'll be going to that coz i need some hair accessories (new hairbands, hairclips) seriously my hair is like hard to control now, i just really need to cut it when i'm at holiday. It'll be sad to see it go but a much more easier life lol i won't be cutting it all off though, just trim the fringe, so it doesn't reach my chest or something lol
but yeh, finished shopping! came home and my snack was nachos and pepsi =P mmmm
had that with some dip then was on the comp for awhile, went downstairs, and my bro and his gf were already there!
looking at photo albums!
O_o
...Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess it wasn't that bad coz the first album was just our holiday in america but the 2nd will not be mentioned and shall never be lol although there are pics of my mum with an afro and a mullet lol
she rules lol
anywayz, my bro bought some dvds which i already watched
The Ringer and Silent Hill<<<(watched that at bracknell with elwyne, michael and joaquin, it was sooo good but soo ghey coz they were holding each other and shit when they got scared lol) but yeh, we watched those in my room, had a bit of sweet and salty popcorn and they bought their alcohol but i didn't have any coz i still had my iron-bru lol also this was actually the first time i spoke to my bro's gf no actually convos, just a couple of sentences here and there made her laugh and yadda yadda yadda so all is good so far and it only took a couple of months to achieve that lol and this will be good for the holiday coz at some point i have to speak to her coz i'm stuck with her for a month! not to mention the long journey i have to face getting there! so i'm glad, it'll probably progress as time goes on but for now, its still a bit awkward, i haven't reached that bit when i'm totally confident, i still look down, i can't give her eye contact and that so i'm still trying lol but yeh, i just keep blabbering on about the subject, which makes my blogs long! so annoying lol but anywayz, after finishing watching the movies, havin some curry inbetween with pudding =P and i think it was just me and my dad that ate it, everyone else was stuffed but i was the one that ate more what with the nachos, kfc, popcorn, etc. i surprised myself for still eating all of it. i went on my comp afterwards, chatted to lisa for a bit, went on myspace and shit and this is where the weird shit happens i have this girl on my list that i've seen at the train station quite a couple of times, shes cute and when i found her on myspace, i added her straight away lol we didn't msg each other anything, just left things the way they were but coz i was bored and she was posting alot of bulletins i thought i might go on her profile and when i looked at her comments, i could not believe what i just saw
O_o
WTH?!??!
i was so shocked, i told lisa about it and she was like, they must like you lol
and she might've been right
i didn't know who the hell he was at first but when i messaged her she said it was one of my primary school mates!
paul lomas
i was like OMG! i didn't know it was him
he changed fuck loads!
looked well different from before
he turned emo, and i heard that from my other old school mate Alex but i didn't believe him coz hes a knob like that lol
but yeh moving on, i messaged her and he messaged me but i didn't notice til she told me lol
and looking back, she dropped a big massive hint!
O_o O_o!!!!!!!!!
when i read his msg, he said he sees me at the train station but i never noticed but i did see her lol
and look at this other comment coz i defo know its about me!
now i'm having heartattacks! lol
she actually watched me on monday! thats freaky aswell!
oh and also this girl goes to the same college as me and she sat in front of me aswell at the train once annnnnd whenever i never notice her, ramz sees her and just randomly blurts out 'hey thats that girl you think is cute!'
*SLAP*
¬_¬ thank u
but yeh, its obvious he likes me
but why?! lol i'm not much a good looking person lol
and this is my mate from primary school! its like weird!
and i like someone else =S
and this is what is leaving me in deep thought and keeping me up late
but i'm gonna end this now coz its nearly half 3
i'm gonna go and get more sleep and try not to think about
i hope =S
argh! just the thought of might seeing them after half-term is gonna scare the living shit outta me! well i guess thats the halloween kicking in lol
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