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first thing, i got a new nightmare before christmas wallet for £4 at a disney shop in reading which is rily kool coz it glows in the dark...at least that what it says lol

but yeh, its rily kool, i can't be bothered to take pix, maybe some other time, too tired X[

next thing, my earphones

didn't even last a month!

already, they've started to fuck up
they're starting to not make any sound on one earphone and i have to keep playing with the wire to make it work.
even the ear pads have fucked off

so now i gotta buy new ones
and this time i might get the £4.99 ones if they're there or if any exist lol
it would leave me with not much money for food like today because i spent it on mcdonalds breakfast and the wallet which ramsey had to lend me £1 for btw, so that was kool but i gotta pay him back on monday so i'm tryna think of a way to get more money.
coz i get £8 a day
my mum sometimes gives me £10 coz she can't give me the right change so heres how it goes

£2.85 goes to the train ticket
then £2 for my mum coz my orginal pocket money is £8
so it leaves me with £5.15
£1 will be given to ramsey
which will leave me with £4.15

45p away from the earphones

but i need the food! lol

so i'm gonna try to do some ironing to get more money hopefully, by then i hope i get enough for new earphones and food for my full day on monday ¬_¬

now thats sorted


when i was walking out of the train station from college today, i coulda sworn i saw paul but he looked too tall and i didn't see the face so neh

but while i was walking, someone was walking back behind me and it was him! paul! not the same dude i saw but paul! i realized after turning around while i was crossing the road where he turned somewhere else.

he looked at me aswell and it was scary! i just quickly turned around again and tried to ignore it.

its so weird, and he doesn't live far from me i think which makes it even more freakier!

argh! i dunno! i don't even know if he still likes me coz i looked at his profile and he says he likes blonde girls lol
and i ain't blonde so fuck that lol

and omg! i saw ally! so fricking hot! argh! omg! i was being a fool with my friends and then out she comes. quite frankly, i don't care if i look like a fool in front of her, its the same with all ppl really lol

but yeh, she blows me away X]

and i love my friends at class, espicially derek, jerry and caren, i've started to get used to them alot better and they're really kool. i was hanging around with them all day today and walking to the town with them after college was just fun! sux that i ain't gonna be that close with them after we take seperate courses =[

ooo and theres this girl that captured my eye at college
i looked at her myspace last nite and shes alrite
shes bi, 17 and shes related to emma

noo not the emma that rejected me but the emma that ramsey likes

shes cute though but shes not sure on her orientation so i'm liking the sister at the mo

heres a pic



and heres the sister that ramsey likes...



so me and ramz are basically going for twins here lol
its such a challenge but i ain't getting anywhere these days lol

so yeh
i'm tired
this is a bit of a long blog so i'm out
i'll post pics of the wallet up soon

also planning to get new gloves or get my mum to stitch up my old gloves coz they're holey lol

mrr yeh! me...go...sleep
bye