ok so i went to my college today
to do some enrollment thing
for those of you who don't know its when you have to give in ur grades and they'll accept you in the college depending if you got the grade or not and if do pass then they'll sign you up, give u an I.D card and shit.
so thats what i had to do today
my journey was long and tiring
well i woke up too early but i had to go there early anyway
had to walk to the train station, then after i arrived to my destination i walked with my mum to the college but we done some shopping and had a snack considering we had alot of time left
and we definitely did coz when we arrived there (after getting lost and having to ask directions) there were still 2 hours til my interview but when i got there, i was allowed to have my interview early so we done all the necessary crap and we were out
i was tired and so was my mum, and i didn't feel quite in position yet coz theres loads of paperwork to do to get discounts for my travel and that
so i relaxed in my room til i got called down and turns out they wanted to talk about my college
it was too far and its too much money to get there
so they wanted me to go to another college
now we went through this before but i still want to go to reading considering i've been planning to do so for months now and on the day i've already applied and got my student pass, they want me to go to another fucking college!
if it wasn't for my fucking big mouthed brother saying it would be cheaper to go to his crappy college then we wouldn't be in this fucking situation!
seriously, not one person in my family is happy with where i'm going for college, i can't do my ideal course and i can't go to the ideal college.
even my asshole father is moaning about it like a bitch but that faggot moans about everything so why care on what hes saying
so yeah, this following day they want to go and try to change my mind but fuck them
its either my college or no college
if their gonna bitch about my education or what i wanna do in my life, i might aswell do nothing
i don't say much about what they do so why get involved in mine
fucking screwed up family i have
i got a dad that bitches like a fucking bastard
2 retarded bros who think they know whats good
and a mum that can't make her mind up
i wish i was living it up somewhere where i could get away from this and leave god damn hell hold
fuck! just let me live my life, i don't see why they have to bitch about everything i do
espicially that faggot father, hes angry and being a bitch
like when i'm doing something he once told me to do like focus on education, excercise and that, he fucking complains
i wish he'd fucking die already
the more older they get, the more annoying and moany they get
in fact, just wish they all burn in hell
i ain't associating with any of them coz i don't see them as family
they're fucking control freaks and they ain't fucking telling me what to do
for once, i'm doing something good for them
but now they're making excuses like, 'oohh money, this and all that crap'
wait for the fucking discounts i'll get and stop moaning
i'll get a job and shit, just fucking let me do what i wanna do
sorry
just had to let the anger out
came out of nowhere lol
sorry kids XD
anywayz, yes i have issues lol
but who cares, everyone has issues (KORN!!!)
later bumfucks
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
probs the most depressed ever
and for a stupid reason
but first,
i'm confused as hell at the moment coz i already made a blogger account before and when i tried logging back in after a couple of days, i can't and it forces me to use my gmail account.
so thats retarded and i had to re-post the blog here.
but yeah moving on,
as i said on the last blog (dunno if i mentioned it)
but i had a sleepover last nite
basically started off with setting up a tent lol
coz that was gonna be our place to sleep but finding out later one, there was no point putting it up in the first place coz we ended up not sleeping in it!
and it rained so it wouldn't be first class XD
then after we went to the park, went ape, played football, lazed about for hours then we went to my mate's maxines house (place we were sleeping) and watched movies, listening to music, played ps2, stuffed our faces with junk food lol and put a lil' vodka in our drinks.
which didn't taste very nice but hey, kids like us need to be hardcore ¬_¬
anywayz, my mate jono got really pissed considering he had the most vodka and went completely out of it, he resulted to aggression and total retardedness lol
and i can't believe we went to the park at fricking 1am being bored out of our heads then having to keep an eye on jono most of the time
we came back to maxines and watched power rangers, then jono started to snap out of it and that point. oh well we watched ufc first and i think thats when he started to snap out of it lol
anywayz, we watched loads of movies and the last one was mr deeds
its a cool movie and i needed to sleep since it was 4am but i don't think i did sleep considering i can could still hear the movie ¬_¬
but yeah, i woke up at 6am due to my friend walking around like a turd and ended waking nearly everyone but then fell back to sleep after 20 mins or so lol
then woke up at 9 coz of my friends alarm then started watching tv
after watching spongebob squarepants, drake and josh and foster's home for imaginary friends, we ended up watching herbie (lindsay lohan movie if anyone didn't know) which i already saw before which was a bore and then cinderella story (hilary duff rocks my world) and then charlie and the chocolate factory
after that, we went to go my other mates house so i took my big art folder! which was a killer to carry and had some fun on the trampoline then watched 'a bug's life'
now i think you know by now this day has been all about watching movies and whatnot and thats true
and it sucked lol
so anywayz, here comes the worst part of my day
my dad calls me an hour and a half before the time he said he was gonna pick me up so i carried on watching the movie but then realized that he didn't know i was at a different house so i tried calling him but he left his mobile at home and my retarded brother kept changing his mobile number and not telling me what it was so yeah i was stuck in a fucked up situation and tried to see if they'd ring me but after 20 mins, they didn't so i decided to walk all the way back which i thought was gonna be ok until i got lost (which always happens when i go to maxine's house) and it made my journey 10 times longer and my body 10 times weaker. half way there i got sweaty so i took off my coat and put my fone in my art folder, never realizing til when i actually got to maxine's house there was hole and the fone fell out!
when i arrived at maxines she was shopping with her mum and it was only her dad and her sisters there, luckily they let me use the fone and i was able to get hold of my dad to pick me up. i didn't wanna wait in the house coz i was actually crying before i left and i couldn't bear with it. To think getting lost was worse, losing a fone that i had for nearly 2 years.
People think its easy to get a new fone but my parents aren't really self made millionaires. It would be nice to get a new fone but i'd doubt i'd get one now.
so once my dad picked me up we started retracing my steps but it was already gone and once i got home there was a call and my dad picked up and it ended up being the ppl that rang. I didn't know what they said but i only heard my dad repeatedly saying 'what do you want'. My mum even left a voicemail saying give it back but i think by that time they already took the sim card out and it was weird coz they called with my mobile and i had no credit! lol
strange shit unless i had free calls :|
but yeah, fone was stolen and my mum and dad are annoyed with me.
so thats why i'm upset and i think i will be til i get my fone back or get a new one
but god knows, i think the whole sleepover thing was a waste of time, i didn't have much fun and i lost my fone.
so yeah, some weekend.
dunno what will happen
just have to wait and see
but i'm gonna be depressed for a long time
and shut up! i'm not emo! lol
well at the mo, yes but i can't help it!
anywayz,
burn in hell
=]
but first,
i'm confused as hell at the moment coz i already made a blogger account before and when i tried logging back in after a couple of days, i can't and it forces me to use my gmail account.
so thats retarded and i had to re-post the blog here.
but yeah moving on,
as i said on the last blog (dunno if i mentioned it)
but i had a sleepover last nite
basically started off with setting up a tent lol
coz that was gonna be our place to sleep but finding out later one, there was no point putting it up in the first place coz we ended up not sleeping in it!
and it rained so it wouldn't be first class XD
then after we went to the park, went ape, played football, lazed about for hours then we went to my mate's maxines house (place we were sleeping) and watched movies, listening to music, played ps2, stuffed our faces with junk food lol and put a lil' vodka in our drinks.
which didn't taste very nice but hey, kids like us need to be hardcore ¬_¬
anywayz, my mate jono got really pissed considering he had the most vodka and went completely out of it, he resulted to aggression and total retardedness lol
and i can't believe we went to the park at fricking 1am being bored out of our heads then having to keep an eye on jono most of the time
we came back to maxines and watched power rangers, then jono started to snap out of it and that point. oh well we watched ufc first and i think thats when he started to snap out of it lol
anywayz, we watched loads of movies and the last one was mr deeds
its a cool movie and i needed to sleep since it was 4am but i don't think i did sleep considering i can could still hear the movie ¬_¬
but yeah, i woke up at 6am due to my friend walking around like a turd and ended waking nearly everyone but then fell back to sleep after 20 mins or so lol
then woke up at 9 coz of my friends alarm then started watching tv
after watching spongebob squarepants, drake and josh and foster's home for imaginary friends, we ended up watching herbie (lindsay lohan movie if anyone didn't know) which i already saw before which was a bore and then cinderella story (hilary duff rocks my world) and then charlie and the chocolate factory
after that, we went to go my other mates house so i took my big art folder! which was a killer to carry and had some fun on the trampoline then watched 'a bug's life'
now i think you know by now this day has been all about watching movies and whatnot and thats true
and it sucked lol
so anywayz, here comes the worst part of my day
my dad calls me an hour and a half before the time he said he was gonna pick me up so i carried on watching the movie but then realized that he didn't know i was at a different house so i tried calling him but he left his mobile at home and my retarded brother kept changing his mobile number and not telling me what it was so yeah i was stuck in a fucked up situation and tried to see if they'd ring me but after 20 mins, they didn't so i decided to walk all the way back which i thought was gonna be ok until i got lost (which always happens when i go to maxine's house) and it made my journey 10 times longer and my body 10 times weaker. half way there i got sweaty so i took off my coat and put my fone in my art folder, never realizing til when i actually got to maxine's house there was hole and the fone fell out!
when i arrived at maxines she was shopping with her mum and it was only her dad and her sisters there, luckily they let me use the fone and i was able to get hold of my dad to pick me up. i didn't wanna wait in the house coz i was actually crying before i left and i couldn't bear with it. To think getting lost was worse, losing a fone that i had for nearly 2 years.
People think its easy to get a new fone but my parents aren't really self made millionaires. It would be nice to get a new fone but i'd doubt i'd get one now.
so once my dad picked me up we started retracing my steps but it was already gone and once i got home there was a call and my dad picked up and it ended up being the ppl that rang. I didn't know what they said but i only heard my dad repeatedly saying 'what do you want'. My mum even left a voicemail saying give it back but i think by that time they already took the sim card out and it was weird coz they called with my mobile and i had no credit! lol
strange shit unless i had free calls :|
but yeah, fone was stolen and my mum and dad are annoyed with me.
so thats why i'm upset and i think i will be til i get my fone back or get a new one
but god knows, i think the whole sleepover thing was a waste of time, i didn't have much fun and i lost my fone.
so yeah, some weekend.
dunno what will happen
just have to wait and see
but i'm gonna be depressed for a long time
and shut up! i'm not emo! lol
well at the mo, yes but i can't help it!
anywayz,
burn in hell
=]
argh! too much in my mind!
right soooo
yeah, first blog on this thing
i actually had doubts on whether i wanted to sign up or not coz i don't blog sometimes but when i do its usually on myspace
and i'm kinda getting bored with it so i finally decided to get an account here considering i don't wanna use my myspace as a blog all the time considering theres more to do on it than blog.
i already posted a blog on it yesterday and it was really long so i couldn't be bothered to do another one the next day coz then ppl will think i got nothing to do than blog lol
so yeah, as it says on the title, i do have alot of stuff on my mind at the mo.
just really stupid stuff lol
so i don't care whether ppl will think its a waste of time and blah, i'm just coming out with whats on my mind.
So yeah, first up, i've been calling my good friend, brenda quite alot during the summer holidays and they've been really long conversations (like over 40 mins)
and i know i'm gonna get in big trouble for it when the fone bill comes in
its gonna suck coz i just finished paying back my parents for something bought recently and now i probably have to pay them back again
i just want a job, seriously, i got college but i need a part time job for money coz its not a good feeling when u go with friends and they have more money than you and they're like buying anything they see.
it makes you jealous and angry lol
so i need one and i'm kicking my ass to get one but some ppl don't accept easily and also my mum wants me to concentrate on education, but if she wants me to stop nagging for money then let me get a job! lol
and maybe i can pay the fone calls i made lol
the only reason why i'm thinking about it now is coz i just talked to her earlier for 57 mins!
fuck! and it'll be the last time aswell!
i just got bored and after 5 mins talking, i got blank and talked about stupid crap!
waste of time lol but its good to keep in contact but not with getting my ass kicked in mind!
so yeah thats problem 1, still coming to haunt me
next theres a sleepover at my friends tomorrow
i wanna go coz i got fuck all to do tomorrow
but the thing with parents is (and when its my parents, its strict parents)
mine sometimes say no
well my mum does but my dad is ok with anything sometimes
i'm the youngest so i understand why they don't let me out as much and i'm the only girl with 2 older bros so it kinda sux
now theres so many options
i can only ask my dad and if he says yes straight away, then i'm good to go (thats if my mum doesn't stop us lol)
i can ask my dad but then he'd have to ask me to ask my mum and then i'd have to give up lol
or i could ask both and have to face a lecture about crap
so yeh, i'm hoping the first option will happen, i'm praying that it will happen lol
so hopefully, when my mum goes to work, it'll give me a chance to ask him.
you may think its easy with your parents but trust me
mine are hard to get by, well my mum is like suspicious with anything i do or anywhere i go
so its a drag sometimes
but yeh anywayz, thats problem 2 thats up my ass today
i think the last is probably ppl on msn
well some of my contacts
i hate when in the middle of a convo they go offline without saying bye or whatever
or take centuries to reply
i get annoyed with it alot now, and they're the ppl that msg me first!
so i really can't be bothered sometimes
and it really pisses me off at a point when you ask something or need something, they fuck off!
and the next day, they'll forget about it and the same thing will happen!
i think i do it sometimes and maybe i deserve it but i don't go offline
i'm either busy or sleeping when they msg me
and thats their fault coz they msg at a bad time lol
but yeah, its annoying and i really don't wanna bother on them
too gay in my books
so yeah, i think thats all i need to let out for now
i think this will be my official blog
so for now on, i'm just gonna post my crap on 'ere
i don't care on feedback and stuff, if i see a crap comment, i'll delete it
thats if i get any lol
its fricking 11:25pm! and i'm already sleepy!
probs from all the going out lol
anywayz,
adios burritos
yeah, first blog on this thing
i actually had doubts on whether i wanted to sign up or not coz i don't blog sometimes but when i do its usually on myspace
and i'm kinda getting bored with it so i finally decided to get an account here considering i don't wanna use my myspace as a blog all the time considering theres more to do on it than blog.
i already posted a blog on it yesterday and it was really long so i couldn't be bothered to do another one the next day coz then ppl will think i got nothing to do than blog lol
so yeah, as it says on the title, i do have alot of stuff on my mind at the mo.
just really stupid stuff lol
so i don't care whether ppl will think its a waste of time and blah, i'm just coming out with whats on my mind.
So yeah, first up, i've been calling my good friend, brenda quite alot during the summer holidays and they've been really long conversations (like over 40 mins)
and i know i'm gonna get in big trouble for it when the fone bill comes in
its gonna suck coz i just finished paying back my parents for something bought recently and now i probably have to pay them back again
i just want a job, seriously, i got college but i need a part time job for money coz its not a good feeling when u go with friends and they have more money than you and they're like buying anything they see.
it makes you jealous and angry lol
so i need one and i'm kicking my ass to get one but some ppl don't accept easily and also my mum wants me to concentrate on education, but if she wants me to stop nagging for money then let me get a job! lol
and maybe i can pay the fone calls i made lol
the only reason why i'm thinking about it now is coz i just talked to her earlier for 57 mins!
fuck! and it'll be the last time aswell!
i just got bored and after 5 mins talking, i got blank and talked about stupid crap!
waste of time lol but its good to keep in contact but not with getting my ass kicked in mind!
so yeah thats problem 1, still coming to haunt me
next theres a sleepover at my friends tomorrow
i wanna go coz i got fuck all to do tomorrow
but the thing with parents is (and when its my parents, its strict parents)
mine sometimes say no
well my mum does but my dad is ok with anything sometimes
i'm the youngest so i understand why they don't let me out as much and i'm the only girl with 2 older bros so it kinda sux
now theres so many options
i can only ask my dad and if he says yes straight away, then i'm good to go (thats if my mum doesn't stop us lol)
i can ask my dad but then he'd have to ask me to ask my mum and then i'd have to give up lol
or i could ask both and have to face a lecture about crap
so yeh, i'm hoping the first option will happen, i'm praying that it will happen lol
so hopefully, when my mum goes to work, it'll give me a chance to ask him.
you may think its easy with your parents but trust me
mine are hard to get by, well my mum is like suspicious with anything i do or anywhere i go
so its a drag sometimes
but yeh anywayz, thats problem 2 thats up my ass today
i think the last is probably ppl on msn
well some of my contacts
i hate when in the middle of a convo they go offline without saying bye or whatever
or take centuries to reply
i get annoyed with it alot now, and they're the ppl that msg me first!
so i really can't be bothered sometimes
and it really pisses me off at a point when you ask something or need something, they fuck off!
and the next day, they'll forget about it and the same thing will happen!
i think i do it sometimes and maybe i deserve it but i don't go offline
i'm either busy or sleeping when they msg me
and thats their fault coz they msg at a bad time lol
but yeah, its annoying and i really don't wanna bother on them
too gay in my books
so yeah, i think thats all i need to let out for now
i think this will be my official blog
so for now on, i'm just gonna post my crap on 'ere
i don't care on feedback and stuff, if i see a crap comment, i'll delete it
thats if i get any lol
its fricking 11:25pm! and i'm already sleepy!
probs from all the going out lol
anywayz,
adios burritos
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