Use My Third Arm-PanterA

Use My Third Arm-PanterA

Enlight your sense of thought, of touch, of real, a shield, An underground for this coward. Building a blood in water scent. It's like some raping, without judgement. Boy in a pocket. Balls in a bag. Serve and Protect you. His dick his gun, his brain his badge. A faster way to kill them all would take too goddamn long. Absorb through pores the great escape. Kill that fuck to show him up. Equal his displeasure now. Stab his Ass, a reminded past of what the fuck we live for. Ourselves. Arm yourself. A branch. A third arm. Extend your health, Crawl inside euphoria. Building a blood in water scent. It's Like a scraping. It's entrapment. Boy in a pocket. Balls in A bag. Perverted handle. His getting by is a fisted fuck. A faster way to exterminate them takes too fucking long. Absorb through pores the great escape. Kill that fuck to show him up. Equal his displeasure now. Stab his ass, a reminded past of what the fuck we live for. Ourselves. Half assed for most his life. Piss poor little ham. NARO boy- A fake fuck limp dick. Sucking up to the man. And the world. We need a fucking cold war.

the good, the bad and the ugly immigrants making life hell

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best quote from ghostbusters

[alternate wording from cable TV version]
Dr Ray Stantz: Everything was fine until the grid was shut down by wally wick here.
Walter Peck: They caused an explosion!
Mayor: [to Venkman] Is this true?
Dr. Peter Venkman: Yes sir, it's true. This man is some kind of rodent, I don't know which.

i'm in the mood

¬_¬ for some miccie d's!
but can't have any of that til tomorrow
hopefully i'll be with elwyne til then coz ramz won't be in or he'll be late not sure but thank god, i'm not waiting for the fucking faggot!

and hopefully i'll be able to buy the 2 posters i want
the dragon one and scarface
its a bit stupid though coz i can't even put them on my wall yet coz of the paint coz i gotta wait 2 or 3 months for it to officially dry

¬_¬ useless

but yeh, new stuff i got

a new notebook
plectrum
5 packets of extra chewing gum
new hair gel

everything else i bought with my money is food XD

hopefully i'll get £20 tomorrow like i have been done for the past 2 weeks coz its more easier and i get more money X] but its annoying trying to save some up for the train ticket coz since that incident last week with the ticket office being closed, i lost most of the money for spending an adult ticket so everyday i take the train i'm always worried whats gonna happen

but yeh, just wait and see til tomorrow

lol and i sooo need to do my nails, they're fricking long and coz i'm so used to having short nails, the nails actually feel like they're gonna fall off if i ever scratch something or whatever! but i can't do my nails til before i go on holiday

and its all 15 days to go!
nearly 2 weeks!

*sigh*

anywayz, gonna try and chill for awhile
gotta do ironing today to keep my £2 XD
so yeh, laterz


p.s. i'm talking to Anne (emma's sis)
wooo! its only on myspace but its something!
i saw her on friday and she saw me when i was waiting for the rain to stop with derek and jerry (everythings kool now...i hope lol)

but yeh, shes still cute to me even though they think she looks like a freak ¬_¬

and yeh! i saw ally too! and i heard her voice!
omg! orgasm! lol
derek and jerry saw her and jerry was like, 'why she not wearing any thing at the bottom man?'
lol!

coz she wears tights but this really tight jean shorts and it actually does look like shes not wearing any trousers!

but thats whats so hot about her...

*cough* yeh!
i'm blabbering on

bye!

p.p.s. i'm bored and wanna show u the stuff i got X]

what i fell in love with and out

this girl on myspace randomly messaged me asking me to make her a sign saying i loved her on it and i asked why coz she was gonna put it on her profile and coz she thought i was hot so i was like 'woah wth' and this girl was bi and shit coz she told me before, anywayz, i don't wanna blabber on, at the end i made her the sign, she made me one back and i basically fell for her and she liked me so i was happy like hell but next day, everything has turned sour and she don't msg me back

this is her btw



beautiful...yeh
she was actually gonna come to england for a holiday in 3 weeks but i won't be here
but who cares
she doesn't obviously

my mates

just goes to show you can never rely on trains

monday mornings...
the worst...
why...

well obviously its the start of the week
coming back from a relaxing weekend

but for me
it is seriously the worst day of the week
and argh! the starting of it is what made it bad

as all mornings, i just wanna get my train ticket and go
but the lazy arseholes at the ticket office decided to close so i had to use the self service machine by it and i was worried coz this was my first time using self service and i had a right to be worried coz it didn't take my fricking £20!
and then the dude behind me was tryna help me and show me how to do it and the lil dude behind him was like, 'it don't take £20' but it says it does on the fricking machine so then the dude behind me was like, 'gimme ur £20 and i'll give u 2 £10' so i tried again and thought it would work coz when the dude used his £10 it worked so i used mine and it didn't work!

i'm like, 'omfg! seriously?!' and the dude behind me was sighing so heavily, i just wanted to fucking slap him!
this is like my first time using so give me a fucking break!

so i gave up and ended up missing my train, i called elwyne saying i was gonna be late and then after the train went, 2 ppl selling tickets were there and it was better than nothing and i saw marvin there aswell seeing if he could help me and this is where the funny part comes in...

when marvin asked for a return ticket to maidenhead
and he got to pay £2.70!
this dude has a fricking job and is like 19! (3 years older)
and he got a fricking discount!
and when i asked for a return to reading i got charged adult!

these fucking asians don't know shit in this country, i swear.
most of my money is fucking gone coz of that stupid paki!

i hate these fucking ppl
too lazy to work and getting ppl to sell tickets that don't even fucking work and charging more!

fucking retards

i bet the rest of the week will be like this

but on a fucking monday!

god sure knows how to make a fellow catholic happy

fucking bastard

i thought nothing can make my day better
but then seeing ally 3 times in one day
changed everything =]

cadets

i've been asked many times by my friend lisa to try and join cadets but its something i wasn't really intrested in.

sure u get to fly aircrafts, shoot guns, etc. but its not really my thing.

i've been asked many times to join by my friends that were in cadets and i just felt like i wouldn't enjoy it or it'd be a waste of my time.

but then last nite i got a random comment from emma (one i fell for) and she just randomly commented me on myspace saying i should be a cadet

and i commented back asking 'why' but i've had no reply

and it just made me think whether or not to join
lisa said i should coz i'd be kool lol
like how? lol

so i'm not sure for now, until i get a reason from her, i'll think about it but i gotta go holiday soon so i'll have to think about it, i don't even know if my mum and dad will allow it. but yeh.

i need to know more about it and shit.
i got alot of thinking to do so its gonna be intresting...

nehhh

my room has been repainted and at the mo, i'm getting all high on the smell lol

but yeh it was hell, i could use my comp til the next day and i had to sleep in my mum & dad's room (not with them in it...thank god)

it had a comfy bed and all but omg! i got like 6 distractions in one day!

even with my music on i still got woken up by like every member of my family, it was annoying.

but its over now and i'm back in my room, but my bed covers are still missing and the curtains for my window so its not complete just yet lol

and about the money problem, i had enough, i even got new batteries which left me with less money, i got enough for a train ticket tomorrow (thats if the inspectors don't come early ¬_¬) but then once i pay for my train ticket, i'm left with 85p lol and i got long morning coz my class don't start til half 10 and me and ramsey have a break to ourselves for 2 hours.

so hopefully i can get some food with 85p lol

i still have a whole packet of monster munches in my bag but i might be eating those today XP

anywayz, i'm hungry even mentioning food so i'm gonna go, the thought of having an open clear window is making me paranoid

so bye bye!

its funny

how i had £21.50 (including £2 from ironing so thats £23.50)
and now i have £9.29

lets go through the maths

i spent £2.85 on my train ticket
now i have £20.65

i gave £1 to ramsey coz he lent me money for the nightmare before christmas wallet

now its £19.65

i bought a primo cappacino at costas for £1.90
now its £17.75

i bought new earphones which were £4.99
now its £12.76

i was hungry so i bought a mc chicken sandwich meal at miccie d's which was £3.29
now its £9.47

and take away that with 35p for chewing gum, i had extra change somewhere which made it £9.29

the reason why i have that much money is coz my mum couldn't be bothered to keep waking up early to give me money so she gave me my pocket money for the whole 3 days

which was supposed to be £24 but shes giving me that on wednesday

¬_¬

so yeh, as i was saying
i need to spend £2.85 for my train tomorrow
take that away with what i have now and thats £6.44
but then add the £2.50 i'll get on wednesday, it'll make it £8.94 but then take it away with my next train ticket, it'll be £6.09

i'm being extra careful with my money
i don't wanna spend all of it coz then my mum won't give me anymore if i don't have enough for a train ticket

i need to be right in my maths lol inbetween, i might a lil' snack here and there but thats it.
no more expensive stuff
although i need new gloves but my mum is gonna stitch the ones i have now and hopefully still keep my hands warm X]

so yeh
i better have enough money
i'll make extra sure of it XD

anywayz
maths lesson is over
tata XP

reeaaallly bored

I am: VivaLaAnne!
I need: a relationship
I want: a relationship
I wish: i could have a fricking shower already and eat coz i'm hungry
I feel: tired
I hate: a few ppl
I love: my mates and family
I can't handle: being single
I miss: my cousins
I think: i should stop doing these surveys and take a shower already!
There is no need to: do these surveys
Life is: not complete without someone to live it with
Love is: hard
Last weekend: i was watching movies with my bro and his gf
Tonight: i did nothing but sleep
I am allergic to: nothing
Let's go: rave!
I would: eat and take a shower but i can't get off the fucking computer
When I fall for someone: i'm too scared to tell them and when i do i never get the right answer
My hands: have black nail polish on them =P
When I am alone: it feels quite nice but gay =[
I am listening to: Lacuna Coil - Humane
The last person I called was: my bro
The last text I recieved said: Im on my train, were gonna b there soon
Hugs are: nice
My house : is boring
There is a thin line between: something =S
My best physical feature is: my dimple lol
The last person I kissed: =X
The future: is something i can't predict
It's funny how: i still do these surveys when i wanna do something else
My favorite Dane Cook quote is: who wants some yums yums, i made snaaaaaaaaaaaacks!!!
The best BATMAN movie is: batman forever
I cried: can't remember when
Hospitals are: smelly
My shoes: are downstairs
I think porn is: umm...why u asking me? heh hehe heh... lol
When I was little: i didn't have a fringe XD
Cake: pie is better XP
I can't seem to find: a person to be with X[
I like my jeans: if u say so lol
I prefer: that this quiz wasn't so long!
I wish he/she would: like me
Rap music: is ok, i used to like it so i have a bit of it still in me
I remember: alot of things...when they are actually mentioned to me lol
This one time: at band camp... lol i love that movie
I love it when he/she: gives me a pie! mmm hmmm
Nothing makes me smile quite like: lisa =]
Tattoos are: something i want in the future
Piercings are: kool but when u go overboard and get chased by a magnet, don't blame me
I have a scar: on my knuckle, dunno where it came from
The best revenge is: sweet =P

bored

This quiz contains 9 sections. Each of these sections has 10 questions.
Some of the questions are multiple choice, but the others you need to answer yourself.
Please answer all of them, thats the whole fun of it.....

Section 1: Sexual Attraction - Multiple choice.

Piercings or Tattoos: both
Fuller Figure or Slim: don't mind
Blonde or Brunette: don't care
Body or Intelligence: not fussed, just not too intelligent coz i'm a dumbass lol
Obsessive or Selfish: neither lol
Neat or Rough and ready:um...neat and ready i think
Casual or Formal wear: whatever
Male or Female: both
Popular or Anti-social: don't matter
Long or short hair: doesn't matter!

Section 2: Relationships - Multiple choice.

Internet or Long distance: neither
Dump or be dumped: neither!
Relationship or Open Relationship: relationship
Someone older or younger then you: not fussed, just not too young
A male or female partner: answered this already
Kiss romantically or full on make out: both
A thoughtful or expensive present: Thoughtful
Sex on the first date or wait a while: wait a while
Talk to a partner online or on the phone: online
Long term loving relationship or quick and fun: long term

section 3: Myspace - Multiple choice.

Met your friends or randomly add: both
Be open on your profile or keep it limited: keep it limited
Normal layout or Overlay: Normal
You have under or over 1,000 friends: Under, used to have over but most of them were a waste of time
Messages or comments: Comments
Use your blog as a diary or random stuff: both
You think Tom is hott or not: Not, hes a retard!
Post bulletins for attention, or talk to people first: i post bulletins for anything
You would or wouldn't meet someone from myspace: Would
You fancy a myspace friend or once did: did but theres 2 other ppl now =P

Section 4: Personal questions - Your own answers.

What is your sexuality: bi
At what age did you have your first real kiss (tounges): 7
Have you ever had a crush on one of your best friends: yeah
Would you do more then kissing with the same sex: yes
Do you follow the phrase "don't knock it until u've tried it": lol i've never even heard that phrase
Are you into things like phone and cyber sex: no
Would you trust someone to tie you up: not rily lol
Do you prefer Kisses or cuddles?: Both

Section 5: Family - Your own answers.

How many brothers and sisters do you have: 2 bros and a half sis
Are you an only child: no
Do you have any step brothers and sisters (if so, how many):
Are you and your sibling/s constantly rowing:rarely
Would you rather go shopping with your mum or dad: mum but my dad lets me buy anything if it ain't that expensive
Which family member does your personality most resemble:apparently i resemble my bro chris or my dad
Which family member do your looks most resemble?: my mum coz i saw a pic of her when she was 12 and she sooo looked liked me! lol
Do you hate any of your family (if so, who): its on and off
Are your relatives close to you or live far away:far far away
In your generation, which family member do you get on with the most: my bro chris

Section 6: Food and Drink - Multiple choice.

Tea or coffee: cappacino biatch!
Fruit or vegetables: Fruit
Plain or chocolate disgestives: chocolate digestives
Mcdonalds or burger king: mc donalds
Pasta or rice: pasta
Beer or Spirits:beer
Lemonade or Coke: Coke
Red leister or Mature cheddar cheese:mature cheddar cheese
Ham or Luncheon meat: ham
Plain or flavoured water: Plain

Section 7: Music and Films - Multiple choice.

Horror or Thriller: Horror
Crime or SCI FI: Crime
Romance or Physcological: romance
Chick flick or Comedy: Comedy
Factual or Fiction: ????
Rock or Metal: both
Accapella or Instrumental: instrumental
Techno or Dance: techno techno techno
Pop or RNB: neither
Punk or Death Metal: both

Section 8: Nature - Multiple choice.

Animals or Plants: Animals
Day or night: Night
Sunrise or sunset: Sunset
Stars or clouds: Stars
Winter or Autumn: winter
Spring or Summer: spring
Rain or snow: Snow
Rainbows or Shooting stars: shooting stars
Past or Future: Future
Science or Religion: Science

Section 9: You - Your own answers.

Who do you fancy at the moment: 2 ppl that i rather not mention X]
Your current relationship status: Single
Do you smoke, drink and/or do drugs: smoke occassionaly, drink only with mates and drugs...never!
What are your bad habits: get angry or annoyed quite easily, play with hair alot XD
To you, what is the key for a successful relationship:trust and dedication
What do you look for in the opposite and/or same sex:eyes, body, etc.
Have you ever had a paranormal event or Deja vu: think so, yeh
Do you believe in love at first sight: no but i believe in lust at 1st sight
A random fact about yourself: i love pie

Copy all the text from this bulletin, paste it into a new one of your own, and answer the questions about you.

new wallet

=Z

first thing, i got a new nightmare before christmas wallet for £4 at a disney shop in reading which is rily kool coz it glows in the dark...at least that what it says lol

but yeh, its rily kool, i can't be bothered to take pix, maybe some other time, too tired X[

next thing, my earphones

didn't even last a month!

already, they've started to fuck up
they're starting to not make any sound on one earphone and i have to keep playing with the wire to make it work.
even the ear pads have fucked off

so now i gotta buy new ones
and this time i might get the £4.99 ones if they're there or if any exist lol
it would leave me with not much money for food like today because i spent it on mcdonalds breakfast and the wallet which ramsey had to lend me £1 for btw, so that was kool but i gotta pay him back on monday so i'm tryna think of a way to get more money.
coz i get £8 a day
my mum sometimes gives me £10 coz she can't give me the right change so heres how it goes

£2.85 goes to the train ticket
then £2 for my mum coz my orginal pocket money is £8
so it leaves me with £5.15
£1 will be given to ramsey
which will leave me with £4.15

45p away from the earphones

but i need the food! lol

so i'm gonna try to do some ironing to get more money hopefully, by then i hope i get enough for new earphones and food for my full day on monday ¬_¬

now thats sorted


when i was walking out of the train station from college today, i coulda sworn i saw paul but he looked too tall and i didn't see the face so neh

but while i was walking, someone was walking back behind me and it was him! paul! not the same dude i saw but paul! i realized after turning around while i was crossing the road where he turned somewhere else.

he looked at me aswell and it was scary! i just quickly turned around again and tried to ignore it.

its so weird, and he doesn't live far from me i think which makes it even more freakier!

argh! i dunno! i don't even know if he still likes me coz i looked at his profile and he says he likes blonde girls lol
and i ain't blonde so fuck that lol

and omg! i saw ally! so fricking hot! argh! omg! i was being a fool with my friends and then out she comes. quite frankly, i don't care if i look like a fool in front of her, its the same with all ppl really lol

but yeh, she blows me away X]

and i love my friends at class, espicially derek, jerry and caren, i've started to get used to them alot better and they're really kool. i was hanging around with them all day today and walking to the town with them after college was just fun! sux that i ain't gonna be that close with them after we take seperate courses =[

ooo and theres this girl that captured my eye at college
i looked at her myspace last nite and shes alrite
shes bi, 17 and shes related to emma

noo not the emma that rejected me but the emma that ramsey likes

shes cute though but shes not sure on her orientation so i'm liking the sister at the mo

heres a pic



and heres the sister that ramsey likes...



so me and ramz are basically going for twins here lol
its such a challenge but i ain't getting anywhere these days lol

so yeh
i'm tired
this is a bit of a long blog so i'm out
i'll post pics of the wallet up soon

also planning to get new gloves or get my mum to stitch up my old gloves coz they're holey lol

mrr yeh! me...go...sleep
bye

i so would

she goes to my college, and sometimes goes on the same train as me. this was the girl that messaged me about paul and shit. quite frankly i just want her more than paul lol

i don't have a chance coz shes straight annnnd shes better looking. even if she was bi or gay, i probs still wouldn't have a chance but i saw the comments she left on paul's profile and she actually viewed my pics and she likes the ones in my school uniform! lol and she actually reads my bulletins!

thats enough for me lol

another blog on my day off

hey peeps
finally decided to do a blog, well its my day off and i'm actually bothered to do one and i got some stuff i need to lay out on some toast here

first things first, i gotta go to a presentation at my school coz they're giving out gcse certificates.
i see no point in everyone going if its just gonna be for the people that had good grades. Like me, i'll be only getting one ¬_¬ but yeh, i guess the main reason why i'm going and everybody else, is to see their mates. Like who wouldn't want to seriously? lol

but another thing thats bothering me is the dressing smartly crap we gotta do. my friend was bitching to me the other day saying its semi-formal and crap and i'm like 'wtf is semi-formal!?! i'm wearing what i want, i can't be bothered' and she was like, 'well be bothered and make a effort'

she ain't my fucking mum! why the hell do i have to listen to her crap!

i'm wearing jeans, and a normal t-shirt, with trainers. nothing wrong with that, its nothing special, not like anyone big is gonna be there. i'm probs only going up once so why give a shit.

anywayz, i think i made my point clear, i can't really be bothered to go on about it. i guess i just want it over and done with, no hassle, no fuss. just over!

ooo and i can't really be bothered to type more coz i'm hungry and like all things, just get it over and done with lol

but i wanna tell you about yesterday, the stress and exhaustion me and my family went through lol

i was worried that my mum didn't post my thing to say i was going to the presentation evening at school and i had a right to be worried coz she didn't!

she went out, passed the school and the envelope was right in front of her! so when i came home back from college she forced me to go with her to post it coz she was too lazy to get out of the car so i forced myself to go. and coz of traffic, when we got there the office ladies already left but thankfully the cleaning lady said she'd put it in the office for me which was swell so thank u office lady XD

then after, we had to go to langley and pick up my bro theeeeen my mum wanted to pick up my dad from work and i even fell asleep coz of how long this was taken, once my bro reached him he said he was still working and won't be finishing til another hour or so and my mum still wanted to wait coz if my dad went home with the lorry ppl would be complaining about it again (bunch of faggots)

but then later on, my other bro was at the highstreet so we decided to pick him up first, my mum said walk or run but he had a bad leg and it would've taken him 10-20 mins but then wanted to take a bus but we decided to pick him up, facing more traffic and then after, we went to get some pizza! yum yum yummy! =P then we went back to my dads work, waited 10 mins and he finally came, picked him up, went home laughing about stuff (weird stuff u probs won't understand) and the whole duration of this trip took nearly 3 hours!

i'm just glad to be home lol