finally back from holiday

this is a holiday i didn't really want to go to
a holiday i thought was gonna be a waste of my time and shittier than the last
well tbh i can't really describe it. it was bad but sometimes good at the same time.
i got to go out quite alot, SM mainly, went to the mall of asia, first time seeing my cousin's band and also meeting her hot office mate while there. Theres so many stuff, i didn't even go somewhere far but still managed to have a bit of fun.
The reason why i was so worried i wasn't gonna enjoy this holiday was coz there was already a family problem and not many ppl were visiting coz they were scared my mum might have a go but a week before i was gonna go, they managed to visit which was alright i guess. a few cousins i rather not see ¬_¬

but yeh, theres so much of my holiday i can talk about but it'll end up taking days typing it all. the first thing i wanted to as soon as i arrived there was leave and now that i'm finally home, i miss my cousins like crazy (and i only mean my closest cousins) i miss my dog back there and i just miss the time of going out alot coz i'll never have it as much i have it here. but now that i'm back, i'm missing my cousins which always happens every year. it takes a while getting over it but i still can't help myself.

my mum is going back there by herself this march for her mum's b-day and apparently my bro is going with his fiance there this summer and by the time its december hes gonna stay at home and it'll just be me, my bro and mum & dad?! i dunno how thats gonna work out but it sounds a bit fucked up.

but yeh, i got an issue since coming back
remember that dude that caught me with a child ticket and wanted to fine me but said he wouldn't, well ta da! got the letter! and its fining me £45!
how da fuck do you expect me to pay that when i explained to him i have no job, i only get money from my mum and dad. it said i had 10 working days to pay for it but the day the letter was sent was december 13th and i just arrived 2 days ago.
so now i'm worried, i don't know if they came to the house and tried to pay it in hand or have my face posted around the train stations. I don't even know if they're gonna remember it or forget it which i doubt! i'm gonna pay adult fair now (which i shoulda done). at least let me pay adult tickets til the fine is paid off. thats the least i can do.

aww man i just hope they're not gonna notice me at the train station. i just wanna go college and get the fuck out everyday! seriously.

anywayz, i'm upgrading my computer at the mo, seeing if i can get the new windows vista. and i also need someone to remote assist my comp coz its as slow as hell and theres still 87% of memory left! stupid. and i can't sleep coz i keep thinking about my cousin and even when i try to sleep its always under a minimum of 5 hours. thats not gonna help when i got college tomorrow! man, this sucks.

y'know i didn't even get my i-pod, i didn't even get a fricking christmas present! i had to buy my own shit! i got a headset, a couple of band t-shirts, new headphones, new fone, new studded belt, new cds and a few stuff i got at an arcade. OOO! i even got a big pucca soft toy and a facetowel! haha i wonder what jono will say to that :p
but yeh, i think i'm getting my i-pod here coz its more cheaper. alan got his on ebay for £20 so i'll just see what happens. it might be a b-day present or summit or a lil' something when my mum goes to phili in march :P

and man, the flight really wasn't that bad even though i hate it when ppl move their seat back, i only have to do it when they do coz i don't wanna squash the persons face back behind me! but yeh, this flight was good, the food was ok, but the source of entertainment in front of you was even better, u got to watch so many movies (new ones! not old), programmes, games, a personal playlist where u select tracks off cds in the selection. it was kool. even at the stopover Doha on my way back, u got to use internet there for free but they had no chairs so that obviously was crap and my ears popped like 3 times!¬_¬

but i'm hoping to go to philippines this december coz my cousins from america are going on that month and i haven't seen them in 3 years so it would be awesome if i could go. besides, the only reason why we went this december instead of summer was coz my mum went on march and then quit her job and my bros just got jobs then so there we were. so i'm hoping i go this december again, hopefully be more fun than this year.

anywayz, i said i didn't wanna make this a long blog but i can never be right, right? lol