one of the worst weeks ever (well some days sucked)

first started off with a crap monday. every monday sucks. first day of the week, recovering from a weekend of doin whatever and its only one of the busyest days. oh and everyones moody juss like my classmates. no offence they're ok and all but some of 'em can be gay from time to time. but yea nothing bad really happened. but tuesday sucked the most! tuesday is the day i get to hang out with rob coz he only comes to the college once a week so we try to make the most of it but now, we've started to lose things to talk about. we usually talk about the same old stuff which is sarah, kerrie, jono, wrestling, his job, ramz, college, other crap. this week was mainly about football and the other topics i juss mentioned. its starting to get boring and kinda awkward. i always try to think of things to talk about if im with someone but by the time when im actually gonna have that convo, i forget about what i wanted to talk about and the convo dies. well not really, it juss usually leaves me to wonder what i thought we could talk about. so i got to think more of what to think about now. thing is with robert, its so hard to get a laugh out of him or juss a hint of him being interested. but i try my best at least. its juss that robert wasnt someone i was close to before so it makes it kinda more difficult. but yea anyways moving on from that day. after college, my mum made tortillas for dinner and thas very rare for her to make aswell! and i was waiting ages for her to finish making it coz i didnt have much to eat for college that day and i dont think i bought anything that day either so i was starving myself 3 hours juss after i arrived home. so when it was finally there, i ate through and i was barely half way until i heard a snap and it ended up being my fake tooth. after months or prolly years, it decided to come out juss when i was enjoying a delicious tortilla. and then my mum started having a go at me for not brushing my teeth, etc. and then i was left crying my eyes out. and then she told me to brush my teeth before she can fix it and while i was doing that it fell out and nearly dropped all the way down the sink!!! but luckily i caught it. so after that, my mum used this glue (not ordinary glue, like similiar to the one i got on my fake tooth now) but that didnt work so my mum decided to use super glue and that worked but at the mo its wobbly. my mum said if it comes out she'd glue it back in til thursday (which is my dentist appointment) and another stupid thing is, is that its my doctors appointment aswell which was supposed to be during the easter holidays but apparently didnt happen. the doctors thing is about my weight. yet again my mum cant stop going on about it. i'd thought she'd leave me and do my thing but shes got nothing better to do than to let me down all the time about my weight. seriously, the more she goes on about it, the more i'll keep doing it so like it or not, im gonna keep doing it if she keeps moaning about it. its my body. i'll do what i want with it!! theres nothing more i hate than ppl that are concerned with appearance. why should i listen to someone whos abused me physically and called me names. hows that love? everyone says she does that coz she loves me?! BOLLOCKS! SHE NEVER HAS AND NEVER WILL!!! SHE DONT TREAT ME LIKE A DAUGHTER AT ALL!!! she even made my cry again coz its juss now she tells me my godmother died when she died juss this recent december and she juss tells me now!! FUCKING 5 MONTHS!! IM REALLY PISSED OFF WITH HER NOW!!! im juss gonna end this before this gets out of hand. later all.