Friday, January 11, 2008

Month without no internet (blog 10)

Blog 10 Date: Thursday 3rd January 2008 Time: 11:45pm

How annoying is this? My mum's friend Annie (aka alan's friends mum) comes at our house for a sleepover. Yeah....its kinda weird....i mean....like no offence but arent they a bit old for a sleepover?? lol jk! Annie actually wanted a place to stay at coz her house was broken into and my mum just happened to bump into her at slough and you all know wht happens from there. Plans changed and now my mum is sleeping over at hers. So thts my mum gone for the night. My dad decided to sleep upstairs where my bro chris usually sleeps and alan stays where hes at now its just chris. and hes the main part of this blog tonight. Soon after my mum left i quickly went downstairs to watch tv. And trust me, the reason why i rushed so quickly is coz i never get to have time to myself to watch the tv downstairs anymore. Well, tv is shit these days but being stuck in my room with a shitty small ass tv with only 5 channels compared to a plasma widescreen sky tv downstairs....who can argue? And theres actually a good reason why i rushed. There was a Bam Margera marathon happening on 3 effing channels! They were showing all episodes of Viva La Bam, all the episodes of Bams Unholy Union and alll the episodes of Jackass....in one night. I dont think there was ever a time when tht happened since ive been watching tv. I felt like it was one of the best nights of my life. I was sitting happily, drinking some pepsi, eating some chocolate, etc. Just basically enjoying myself. No one came downstairs. The lights were off and everything. It felt like a really good night in and i never have tht these days. my nights these days are being stuck in my room being bored off my ass watching shitty tv, playing guitar and using the internet every few times a day. Seriously, if i had the internet right now i wouldnt be so pissed but since i dnt i am. and ill tell you why. An hour later (yes just an hour!) chris comes downstairs and i thought he was just getting something to eat.....but no....he came down with a blanket and a pillow. And then i thought....'oh dear....' He told me to get out coz he was sleeping downstairs for the night........I think tht was one of the things i was dreading for the whole night. I couldnt believe wht i was hearing, this bam marathon was gonna go on til 4.30am and i was willing to stay up til then to watch it. But i didnt even get half way. as soon as he told me, i asked why cant u sleep in YOUR room and he made some shitty excuse saying tht alan was gonna stay up all night with the laptop. Like a laptop can make so much noise. Even he listens to music he can still use ear phones and i dnt think its tht loud for fucks sake! But anyways, moving on....he stormed upstairs for a bit to do god knows wht, then he came bck down on one of his tantrums saying some shit which i ignored then he went bck up, had a fag, then came bck down and he asked me 'when are you gonna finish here?' and i said 'idk' and then he blabbered on about getting up early for work and then thts when i just got fed up of his whining and just went upstairs. I got so pissed off i just didnt wanna start anything, i was just too pissed off to do anything which doesnt really make sense coz usually when ppl get pissed off they result into anger and violence...but me....i just let it go but im just really pissed off with him right now. i know its not a big of the deal to some ppl but for me to have a quiet night in and watching one of my favourite programs and it being ruined by my idiotic brother is prolly a sister's worst nightmare. I know tht fuckhead is down there now watching tv and he aint gonna fucking sleep til god knows when but hes got work in like 5 hours from now and thts his own fucking fault coz hes the one tht said he wanted to get up early so he can come bck early which is also annoying coz by the time alan finally leaves they'll be here! And i wont even use the laptop tht long. ill prolly end up being bck to normal once i sleep it off. but tonight....i wasnt even planning on sleeping. i just wanted to stay up watching my favourite program. but instead....im stuck here typing this. its times like this tht make u wish u were an only born.

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