Blog 13 Date: Monday 7th January 2008 Time: 7:15am
So today is finally the big day.....well not tht big, im just going to college lol But tht means tht my christmas holiday is finally over. *sigh* its been a tough one...but i managed to get through it. ahh i woke up too early today. I woke up at 6.30am and my train doesnt leave til 8.48am. But its a monday today and its guaranteed to be busy annnd im guessing theres gonna be a big ass line at the ticket office so im being extra careful lol But i shoulda woke up at 7am coz otherwise i wouldnt be wasting my time doing this lol I actually want this day to skip ahead already coz im looking forward to tuesday.....coz im finally seeing jodie X) she has mondays off so i wont see her today. I dnt even know if ill see ramz today! Ah well, ill just forget it and go along with it. I just hope today aint too much of a bitch.....or at least...this year aint too much of a bitch lol Anyways, i realised something about jodie 2 days ago and it hasnt gotten out of my head since. She invited me to this site she goes onto called Crunchyroll and i went on her profile to look at the comments and this one dude was asking her if shes got a boyfriend or likes anyone and she said she didnt but she liked one of her mates....who was a dude. So thts kinda struck me out a bit, and this time im definitely sure its a dude coz i know she has quite a few guy mates and when i see her hang out with them she tends to kinda act differently towards them or idk its hard to explain but from wht i know she definitely likes someone and it aint me but for some reason i still cant get over her. its like with Anne for example (girl from college i used to like, now one of ramz mates) i liked her despite her liking the drummer from My Chemical romance....now thts kinda different because hes a dude in a well known band and jodie likes someone who she "actually" knows and its one of her mates. So i dont think there will ever be something. But i just cant get over her! Its annoying! Its gonna take awhile i think like most girls i fancied but i think this one will take awhile considering its someone i actually know and talk to. *sigh* its gonna be tough thts all ill say.
Oo i almost forget im getting the internet bck on thursday!! Hopefully..........but apparently we're gonna get a new livebox and HOPEFULLY it'll be sorted by then but i still feel like its a long way away. But ill try to manage. I dnt think ill be using my bros laptop now tht im going bck to college. Coz ill be using the computers there but there wont be much to do. Like for example, last night, i was using the laptop....i went on every site i usually go on for a couple of hours and jodie stopped talking to me on crunchyroll and i just got bored! I was seriously trying to think of something to do but i couldnt! And because i knew it was gonna be my last time using the laptop fully i spent the remaining time i had left trying to get guitar tabs to play to while i wait for the livebox to arrive. But i picked some hard tabs to understand ¬_¬ But anyways, ill just hope there is something to do on the computers today coz i have a feeling ramz wont be in today so ill need to use the computers. and i gotta spare time coz i finish at 3.15 and thts when all the schoolkids rush in at the station.
Right, i think thts enough blogging for today. If im in the mood and not tht tired then maybe ill blog when i come bck home. And i need to get ready for college so laters!
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