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So its now 2008. God time travels in a very weird speed. It seems like it was just yesterday when i finished school! And now im in 2nd year college! Its crazy!! But its been quite a year trust me. All the shit ive been through last year makes me worried about this year! God knows wht ill face this year! I try not to think about it too much though coz it gets to me. Wht im really thinking about is...Jodie. I havent mentioned her yet. Shes a person i met through elwyne. I met her in october and we suddenly clicked. Idk how but i guess we're the kinda ppl tht just wanted to keep in touch i guess. I never thought i could like someone like her and i didnt even want to! and the reason for tht is coz ramsey told me tht elwyne liked her too! and its very rare for someone like elwyne to like a girl coz hes not really tht sorta dude but hes always wanted a gf. And i think jodie is the sorta person for him because they both like anime, they both play games, etc. they basically have the same kinda interests. and w/e elwyne gets into, she'll get into. so i didnt wanna ruin tht for elwyne but having a gf isnt the most important thing to him. he just doesnt seem bothered on trying. he'll just lock himself away with it by playing games! But me....*sigh* idk....i couldnt help myself. the more time i spent with her the more i ended up liking her. we got off to a rocky start coz i kept teasing her to a point where she resulted into hitting me.........really hard!!!! so i stopped and we're ok now...i guess lol and wht i hate about liking this girl is tht there would be a time where she would do something or say something and i would end up not bothering with her and try not to like her but she would always win me bck somehow and thts wht pisses me off!! Theres so much i can say about her but i rather talk about something else. It's just tht, idk wht to expect this year. Im kinda hoping something could happen between me and her but being the person i am i highly doubt it! I think she likes some guy sooo...pfft yeah i guess thts it lol im just....indecisive about her right now. idk whether shes bi or not (apparently shes "not sure" so god knows which road shes heading!), idk whether she likes elwyne or not, idk if shes just saying she likes a guy to hide the fact she might like a girl but thts just my weird imagination drifting off! Theres so many thoughts running through my head and it always gets to me. But for now, i shall move away from the subject. All i can say is 'the future awaits....'
Im starting to get tired now, i wanna sleep but im too bored! lol it doesnt make sense but thts just me i guess. I ended up talking to my mum today. Which was fucking scary as shit! Well i actually just asked her for the password for the laptop since my bro changed it and when i asked her she didnt say anything for 10 seconds! Seriously! it actually looked like she was ignoring me but thankfully enough she was just trying to remember the password and she did! so i finally got to use the laptop! and i talked to jodie:D! (I just hope my bro doesn’t find out about me using it and change the password again and tht was fucking hell trying to find it out!) And going through tht whole 2 days without the internet, with no other way tht i can go on the internet...it just made me realise tht the internet is like an addiction. Everyone has an addiction and mine is the internet. Its like everyday i need to use it! Its like a drug basically. and i find it really annoying how mostly everyone has a full functional internet but i dont. its like every year i have to be cut off for at least a month or more! Its my stupid internet provider! Fucking cunts making us pay for this shitty broadband box then us paying for it and all of a sudden we get cut off! And i dont even know why? And whts more annoying is tht we cant even switch internet providers!! Coz they dont wanna lose any customers! Fucking idiots! if they dnt wanna lose customers then why provide shitty service and cut the internet off all the fucking time!!! It pisses me off!! It's been a month now tht theres been no internet and espicially during the holidays when i got fuck all to do they decide to cut it off! I swear to god if they keep doing this ill feel like killing every single person tht works for Orange!! ill go to every fucking orange market in the world and shoot every motherfucker in there! jesus christ even their fucking mobile phone service is shit! (But not as shit as Virgin sim cards i guess) but still shit! *sigh* the world today....
Well thts my rant gone long enough and im starting to get tooooooooooo sleepy so im gonna watch this movie, Point Blank now so lates:)
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