philippines

Saturday 15th March 2008 11:17pm

so a week has passed since i left philippines. I cant believe its actually been a week now. i still remember it like yesterday.. its kinda weird. idk wht to feel about it. in a way im happy coz im not bored tht much and the fact i got so pissed with certain things and ppl there. but in another way im sad coz i miss my cousins alot and i miss spending time with them. and i realised tht their the only ppl i can talk to about things unlike friends where they only talk about themselves. *sigh* its hard. even after a week im still thinking about them. idk how long it'll take to get my mind off it but it definitely will take awhile. its kinda weird how before i went to philippines i never bothered to come online for mikki and margiebel. the conversations became pointless after awhile and i didnt wanna bother. but now im staying on yahoo as much as i can just to see if they'll be online and im always checking my friendster waiting for a message or a testimonial...god i hope i get over this soon. its tearing me apart thinking about it. its like i wanna do as much as i can just to bring them here. I think it'd be the best thing in the world to have them here but i know it'll take years for tht time to come. but if it does....ill be more happier than i am now...